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there was blood when I went to the bathroom. This has been happening to me most recently. I wonder if me and Sam are in the same boat with this problem.

we don't need Democratic solutions, we don't need Republican solutions. We need American solutions.

something I've attempted before. but I am more than ever wanting to do this. It's my calling. Of course I need to research, study, and read more, but I have a feeling..that I can move people - in an emotional sense.

God Help Me.

God Help me with my Agnostic Ass, Not god fearing-but God finding.

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Affect and effect are two English words with very similar meanings, and very similar pronunciations. Though not actually homophones, the sound of the words is similar enough to cause most people confusion. Even some people who use them quite often will find themselves stumped, and have to pause to think about which word is appropriate to use.

The word affect is primarily used as a verb in English. It has two main meanings, which are closely related. Affect may mean to alter the feelings of, or to change the mental state of someone or something. It may also mean, in a broader sense, to change or affect someone or something in any way. So it is that we might say: How will the election affect the course of history? We might also say: The painting affected him so deeply he could not speak.

The word effect, in contrast, is used primarily as a noun in English. It has a number of related meanings, but generally speaking refers to the result of something, the power something might have to get that result, or a phenomenon in the world. An example of the word used to refer to the result of something would be: The election had no effect on the course of history. We might also say: The effect of the painting on him was profound. Phenomena are often also referred to as effects, such as the photoelectric effect or the greenhouse effect.

Affect may rarely be used as a noun, but this usage is esoteric and somewhat archaic. In psychology one may speak of a person's affect, which refers to their mood or mental state. So we might say: The patient exhibited a flat affect, responding to no stimuli. More archaically, the word affect may be used as a noun to refer to an affectation someone might take on — a pose, or disposition. In this context we might say: Her affect was one of learning and grace, but those of us who knew her knew better.

Effect may also be occasionally used as a verb. When it is used in this way, it refers to something having a direct effect, or making it happen. It is usually suffixed by -ed, and takes an object. This use is somewhat more common than the noun uses of affect, but still nowhere near as common as its traditional noun form. An example of this usage would be: The election at last effected the change the people had been hoping for.

Although we have addressed the exceptions to the rule, generally speaking the word affect is used when a verb is called for, and effect is used when a noun is needed. A mnemonic device to help you remember this is that a verb is an action word, and both action and affect begin with the letter a.

An example sentence demonstrating the various uses of these words would be:

Although the painting seemed to affect him very deeply, its true effects would not be known until after the liquor — which had affected his judgment — wore off.

Barack Obama is the man...I'm reading his biography, and it rings so true of our president.

Drama at Shawna's. Someone is getting their asses hurt. Revenge is a must and yes so sweet, when it happens.

I have think phlegm still coming up from hacking. I now have two bald spots on my head.

I can't seem to get rid of this fucking cold. I am coughing so much it hurts my head, throat, and lungs. God Help Me. I want this work week to be smooth, while the big boss is in town. God Help Me.

not be getting sick. I stop smoking and this morning I am hacking gross crap like I was smoking for 17 years...etc. Oh well, I was. I haven't seen Naomi in three days, and I miss her dearly.

NAOMI BDAY. The most stressful thing so far. I thought i was gonna smoke a cigarette but i was strong

We didnt buy the truck. Im at the interview right now.

I don't understand what goes inside his smoke filled head of his. He blatantly said he was going back to his old ways. He said it like in desperation, I guess. I reminded him that it's everyone else that pays for the consequences. I did not stress, like I usually did. I was calm and collected. I was superbad! I was handling his stress, and surprised myself. I've noticed that I am a more confident person without the cigarettes. I just realized my potential without the nicotine. That book by Allen Carr was amazing. He is absolutely correct about the brainwashing aspect of having to have cigarette.

I wish I read the book a long time ago. Pity Pity me. No regrets, though, right? That's my headline lol.

No smoking. no regrets.

He thinks im a witch because i wont give the money. He is blaming me for everything. He is stressed. He did it.

He is PISSED. He asked if i was gonna spend it until it was gone.

He thought i would fork over the money. He had to be out his mind. Stay strong. Let him know you dont support the bad things in life.

Skating party at classic fun center. My goal was to quit for NAOMIs BDAY. I will make it. i quit smoking while being broke and stressed. This should be

Patient and liking life

Stress because he is a loseR and NAOMI is the most lazy minded kid in the world. God help me.

So I've joined a group on FB to help me quit smoking and I bought a book. I'm freaking serious about the quitting smoking thing.

It Gets Better When..

"When I noticed I was here to quit, and so any contrary thought had to be some kind of mistake... It got better.

When I stopped saying 'craving' when I meant 'I feel like crap from decades of poisoning myself'... It got better.

When I stopped saying 'I need a smoke' when I meant 'I'm stressed and need to relax'... It got better.

When I noticed that a bunch of my stress was caused by struggling against wanting to do something that I didn't want to do any longer... It got better.

When I understood it wasn't cigarettes that I wanted, but only some of what they provided... It got better.

When I realized that almost all of what smoking provided was relief from symptoms caused by smoking (so not smoking at all was the way to fix it)... It got better.

When I noticed that everything else smoking provided I could have without killing myself or wasting my cash or time... It got better.

When I saw that the simple joys of living free beat the pants off of the best smoking had to offer... It got better.

When I saw that the tailpipe of a city bus smelled better and had far fewer poisons... It got better.

When I realized that I was not depressed about 'missing my buddies' or going crazy, but instead experiencing a temporary chemical imbalance that made me feel depressed, irritable, or anxious... It got better.

When I realized that the problem was not with my willpower, motivation, or commitment - that the problem was with believing smoking's lies and misunderstanding my body's messages... It got better.

When I understood that addiction meant that with just one puff I would fall back in, not that I had to live with desire or craving for one second longer than I chose to... It got better.

The things that really make a quit are those moments when you realize that the whole idea of smoking was a collection of false beliefs, mistakes, and misunderstandings.

Once you see the truth, smoking ceases to be an issue. Chemistry and habit may grind at you for a few more weeks, but smoking will never again be a threat, never again be something that is desired. You will be free."

So you see it has no bearing on time but on attitude and knowledge and believing the truth thats when it all gets better!!

eBay Fever

I don’t understand why Jazmine Sullivan did not win a Grammy. She’s a whole lot better than Jennifer Hudson. I think Jennifer won because they felt sorry for her because her whole family got slaughtered.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TK9SPYBd-dU


I bust the windows out your car
And no it didn't mend my broken heart
I'll probably always have these ugly scars
But right now I don't care about that part

I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn't want to but I took my turn
I'm glad I did it cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you felt when you saw it
I didn't know that I had that much strength
But I'm glad you see what happens when

You see you can't just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile

I bust the windows out your car
You know I did it cause I left my mark
Wrote my initials with a crowbar
And then I drove out into the dark

I bust the windows out your car
You should feel lucky that that's all I did
After five whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you felt when you saw it
I didn't know that I had that much strength
But I'm glad you see what happens when

You see you can't just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You'll probably say it was juveniel
But I think that I deserve to smile


Bust the windows out your car
But it don't comfort to my broken heart
You could never feel how I felt that day
Until that happens baby you don't know pain

Ooh yeah i did it (you should know it)
I ain't sorry (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (you deserved it)
I ain't sorry (no, no, ohh)

You broke my heart (so i broke ya car)
You caused me pain (so i did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make it hurt yeahh

Ooh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who's still crying
Ooh ooh you really hurt me baby
You really, you really hurt me baby

(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)
Now watch me Yule.
Now watch me
I bust the windows out your car


I love how the media makes a big deal out of everything. And at times, I fall for the shit. I have to watch myself sometimes, and not jump the bandwagon.

I introduced Sam to eBay the other day. Now, he’s got himself set up with about 10 cd’s and he is on a bidding frenzy. Oh, my. What have I done? I shared one of my addictions with him, that’s what.

I can’t believe my success so far with not smoking. I have been a non-smoker for over a week. I feel great! I breath bigger, longer, deeper, and more often. I have more energy! The bowels have been wonderful! Although the whole house still smokes, I hope to inspire other people, eventually.